My life can't be that exciting

crazyiness

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 18:21:27 GMT

Okay so i havent updated this so i will. so i am back at cmu and having a great time:) i know im getting old quit telling me already its hard to believe i am turning the big 22 in a few weeks. so a lot has a happened since i got back to school. devin unbanned me from the phi sigma phi house therefor, i can party there now with all my girls. so rectruiments starts this week and i am super excited cause one of those are or could be my little- yes that is right i am taking a little and she has the greatest big brother:)so i am leaving to state tonight at 9 with natalie and them.. she is so great i am so lucky that i am filled iwth amazing people in my life. so those who care tony and i are no longer firends or talking, he chose his ugly nebgihor over me.. sorry if that is rude but he wasted 9 months of my life to tell me that im not nice, fun, or caring?? okay!! that is cool what the hell is he a asshole who treated me like shit so for real its done. anyhow, i for once dont like anyone and for the record maddie and i were over someones house and they asked me if i slept iwth someone and it was the funniest thing ever heres how it went.... so i heard u had sex with?? and i said well heres what happened i had back surgery got really drunk and then he fucked me.... lol oh my gosh maddie that was the best time ever. so the other night i hung out with alex from dz she is so awesome and so funny shes out of control like me we went to drink then to the phi sigma phi house-- i love those boys.. life is good cause of all my friends:) the ones that dont ditch me or chose others over me....well i am gonna get ready for state holla!

so bored ill do this !

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 02:58:09 GMT

Basics
Name:: Becky
Birthdate:: Dec,26 1982
Age:: 21
Birthplace:: Japan
Eldest, Middle, Youngest, Only Kid?: middle child, older sister and younger brother
Family:: yup
Pets:: nope i had a fish my first year of college but flushed it down the toilet i know im mean, then i had two cats but gave them away.
Life
Do you go to school:: yup im almost done!
What is your highest level achieved?: i have my assoicates degree and i am workin on my ba and then i want to go back to get my masters
Religion:: lutheran
Do you have friends?: of course
Do you like to be lonely?: what? no not really, i need my alone time sometimes Appearences
What color are your eyes?: hazel
Do you like it?: yup
What color eyes do you want?: Green....thatd be hot
What color is your hair?: dark brown
Do you like it?: yup
What color do you want?: i like it this color
Do you dye your hair?: not anymore i use too, one summer it was blond lol
If yes, how regularly?:
Do you wear glasses?: yep
Do you have a trademark?: no not really
How tall are you?: 5'5 ish
What's your heritage/nationality?: lots of things!
Do you have the same hairstyle everyday?: NOPE I TRY TO DO it different every day!straight, down, up, curly, ect.
Do you think you look exciting?:sure
Are you self concious?: yea but isnt everyone
Do you obsess over your looks?: nah not to much i just like to look good
Do you even care about your appearences?: omg yes i spend forever getting ready
How long do you spend in the bathroom?: a long time
About life... again
Punk/Goth/Ghetto/Prep/Jock/Nerd/Other (list)? stereotype?: i fall under the care all about me one the selfish one!
Do you pick your nose? In secret?: lol
Do you like yourself? Life?: i loie myself and my life is great!
Are you liked by people?: sure:)
Do you want to become famous?: nope
Do you want to make a difference in this big world?: sure why not!
Why?: lol um...?
Fun Stuff
Which celebrities do you worship in secret?: none
Blues/Rock/Jazz/Classical/Pop/Urban/Country?: yuck yuck yuck.. only rap and r and b!!
Are you one of those people who diss fans of a music genre you don't like?: uh huh
Which pop princess shits you?: shits me? is that a good thing? aguleria
Can you sing?: no
Can you act?: yes i took acting classes
Who is your fave actor?: hm...tom cruise
Fave movie?: a lot
Backstreet Boys or Nsync?: backstreet boys
Good Charlotte or Blink 182?: good charlotte
Christina Aguilera or Britney Spears?: fuck britney its all about aguilera
Slayer or Black Sabbath?: Black Sabbath
The Beatles or The Monkees?: The Beatles
ABBA or the A Teens?: A Teens
Guilty pleasure?: hmmm....
The Simpsons or Family Guy?: i dont watch either
MTV... yeah or neah?:that is all i fricken watch!
Friends
Do you have a group of friends?: yes i do
How many?: how many friends or how many groups? i have a lot of friends and i hang out with different once at diffferent times does that answer?
To an onlooker, what would your group be viewed as? down to earth, fun, i dont know what else
Who are you closest to?: my pledge class, and my big tara, sarah and a few others
Who is your best friend?: i love all my friends
Are any of them bad influences?: no i would be the bad child lol
the leader although sometimes i cant lead!
Are you dirty minded?: nah lol
Do you have any sexual feelings towards friends?: um i am head over heels for one of my guy friends but he knows,
Generally, how are you viewed in your group?: i dont know
Do your friends know you?: yup sometimes i feel like they know me better then i know myself
Relationships:
Are you single or taken?: single
If single:
Do you want to stay single?: yup unless i met someone i fall for!! all i seem to met are assholes
Why are you single?: i dunno cause i fell hard for someone who doesnt like me like that and cant get over him
Do you date around?: nope
When was the last time you have a bf/gf?: a real one about a year ago !! i date some guys but blah blah
If taken:
Boyfriend/Girlfriend?:
How serious are you?:
How many exs have you had? does it matter?
How exes has your partner had?:
Are you physically attracted to your bf/gf?:
Why?:
When was the first kiss?:
First date?: Do you love him/her?:
Does their family adore or hate you?:
How far have you gone with your bf/gf?:
Does your family hate or adore him/her?: What do you think of his/her mother?:
How did you meet?... have I asked this already?:
Straight/Bisexual/Homosexual?: me or him? im straight
Life... yet again.
Are you bored?: right now? kinda.. very home sucks!
Can you play any instruments? Which ones?: nope
Math or English?: english
The Arts or Sciences?: arts
Technical or Creative?: creative
Are you poetic?: nope
How many babies do you want?: no kids none!
Do you spend most of your time on the net?: sure!
What do you think of your country's leader?: i accutally like bush and will be voting for him again! i hate how everyone is so good to point there fingers but they could never run are world either?
Do you love me?: who ARE u?
Why?: um
What kind of meat do you like to eat?fruit
Drink?: oh yes i love drinking!!i love to drink all kinds of stuff.. but i do hate pespi products

3 days!

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 17:11:04 GMT

So the surgery went well! i was really excited to get it out and be done with. the prodecure was about 6 hours this time. i was so drugged up i dont really know what they did or anything lol i know i have about 20 stitches and that it hurt for a week to do anything. i got waited on from the minute i got home and they are still waiting on m e. its still really hard to drive so i still get to be taxied around. thank you to all of you who prayed for me and immed me and send me cards, emails, and visited me!! i love you all! sarah thank you for the ice cream and tony thank you for commin to see me! i am so exicted to move into my apartment i cant wait!! 3 days.. if ur up in mt p get at me iw anna get drunk all weekend:)

surgery in the am!!

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 05:28:16 GMT

AHHHHHHHHHHHHhh surgery is in less then 9 hours and i cant sleep!! so i am sitting here trying to keep my self busy!!!! be home later today and will caht wtih u all! my friends rock my world...

So lost!

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 16:02:02 GMT

I am so lost right now i dont knwo what to do... have you ever just wanted to be with one person and no matter how many guys u date or get hit on you still thing about that one guy? serioulsy, i have never fallen hard for anyone i mean in high school i dated a lot of different guys and didnt fall hard!! there was nate, mike, aaron, nick, and got knows who else! then in college there was Adam lol big mistake!!and a few others.. at cedar point there was the asshole JOnthan roberts.. and at central there were a few boys here and there...but there is just one boy that i cant get over and i dont understand why??

so can someone explain this to me why am head over heals for someone that really doesnt even know i exist????????

I just dont get it I cant seem to get over him and i dont understand it at all!

All i wanna do is be with you
Night and day your on my mind
I just want you to hold me
I just want you to be with me
why cant i have you??

another quiz

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 04:58:58 GMT

x) been drunk- im in college of course i drink!!
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex-- i lvoe making out
(X) kissed a member of the same sex ahah all girls try it!
(_) crashed a friend's car
(X) been to Japan.. thats my birth place
(x) ridden in a taxi
(_) been in love
(x) been dumped
(X) shoplifted
(X) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something from my job.. ahhaha my sliverware are from cedar point!
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(x) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(_) cut myself on purpose
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(x) seen someone die.
(_) been to Africa
(_) had a crush on one of my Live journal friends
( ) Slapped someone I loved
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(x) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire...kind off i was doing a trick long story!
( ) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a concerts
(x) had a real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
(_) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(x) gone to college
(_) graduated college

quizes more of them!!

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 04:54:44 GMT

1. name; rebecca
2. nicknames; beck,ritz bitz, rietze, crazy beck,
3. sex; female
4. birthday; 12/26/1982
5. age; 22
6. star sign; capacrion
7. place of birth; misawa japan
8. current residence; macomb.. in a week it will be Mount Pleasant
9. hair color; brown
10. eye color; hazel
11. height; 5'6
12. writing hand; right
BODY iLLS & SKiLLS
13. do you bite your nails; nope
14. can you roll your tongue; nope
16. can you raise one eyebrow at a time; nope
17. can you blow smoke rings; no haha brooklynn makes fun of the way i smoke in the first place!
18. can you blow spit bubbles; never tried that on e
19. can you cross your eyes; nope
20. colored hair; no its finally natural brown
21. tattoos and where; none
22. piercings and where; one in each ear and my nose and my belly button
23. do you make your bed daily; at school yah at home i sleep on the couch!!
25. which shoe goes on first; i never really checked i just put them on!
26. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone; no accutallY!
27. how much money is usually in your wallet; none just credit cards
28. what jewelry do you wear 24/7; my alpha chi necklace, my nose ring, my belly button ring, and earings
29. whats sexiest on a guy; the smile!
30. whats sexiest on a girl; i dont know!! most guys go for the boobs!
31. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great; no i am usually late because i was to busy looking good!
32. do you twirl your spaghetti; no i cut it up
33. what utensils do you use eating pizza; hands, but sometimes a fork and a knive
34. do you cook; hell no im lazy

GROOMiNG
35. how often do you brush your teeth; 3 times a day!!
36. how often do you shower/bathe; 2 a day
37. how long do these showers last; 15 minutes, shaving is a bitch
38. hair drying method; hair dryer
39. do you paint your nails: yup
40. do you swear; unfortunatly to much
41. do you mumble to yourself; sometimes
42. do you spit in public; no that is gross
43. do you pee in the shower; haha who asks that??
45. person you talk most on the phone with; hmm accutally i talk to everyone about the same but pry sarah and my sister.
46. what color is your bedroom; right now i put my stuff in my parents work office so its not my room.. and i dont know what ill do at school yet!
47. do you use an alarm clock; yes,
48. name one thing or person you're obsessed with; cell phone and my computer!
49. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex; actually no
50. ever sunbathed in the nude; no
51. window seat or aisle; window
52. whats your sleeping position; on the back!!
53. what kind of bed do you like; a couch im getting a double for schooL!!
54. in hot weather do you use a blanket; yup
55. do you snore; no
56. do you sleepwalk; no
57. do you talk in your sleep; no
58. light on: no
59. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on; no i cant sleep wtih that shit!

WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU
60. had sex; my lips are sealed
62. watched bambi; long time ago
63. cried; a week ago
64. talked on the phone; last night
65. read a book; ive been reading the divinci code, last night
67. punched someone; yesterday but liz deserved it
68. where do you see yourself ten years from now; hopefully teaching
69. who are you gonna be married to and where; i would love to say my bf but he is afraid of marriage and i would get married at mission pointe on mackinac island
70. how many kids do you want to have; none i dont want kids
71. your profession; special education teacher
72. future school; CENTRAL MICHIGAN GO FIRE UP CHIPS!!!!

FRiENDS
73. who is your best friend; i have so many best friends
74. what friend do you hang out with the most; at school rachel, and the axos at home sarah and lindsey!!
75. what friend makes you smile the most; haah acutally lately tony
76. friend that you fight with the most; haha tony again! hes the only one i do fight with lol
77. one you talk to the most online; hm every one the same!
78. friend that you miss the most; I miss everyone im goin crazy with you all!
RELATiONSHiPS
79. how old were you when you had your first boyfriend/girlfriend; jd blewer but that wasnt real we were so young most serious was when i was 19
80. do you currently have a boyfriend/girlfriend; no
81. do you want a boyfriend/girlfriend; of course
82. why or, why not; becuase im head over heals for someone
83. have you ever cheated on anyone; no
84. has anyone ever cheated on you; nope
85. have you ever really been in love;nope
86. have you ever told someone you loved them without meaning it; no that is just wrong!
87. do you have a crush on anyone; yes
88. do they know you like them?; yes its in my profile!
89. how long have you liked this person; since the day we met its been amost six months!
MUSiC
90. is music important to you; kind of yeah
91. do you sing? haha yah in the car and the shower
92. what instruments do you play? none i had to play the recorder for my stupid music clas that was the worst!!

I love alpha chi!

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 04:16:17 GMT

this week rocked my world!!i dont think i did a nything to exciting on firday but i dont rememeber but saturday i went to drink with my cousin and met this hot guy he was there with a girl but that didnt stop me yes i got his number and plan on hanging out with him! after that i got drunk so i did drunk dial some people sorry! then i came home and passed out woke up sunday hung over... my phone was blowing the fuck up! i got ready to go and headed to novi to see my sisters! man i was suppose to be there at 1 but damn detour i got there at 145... thats okay i ate dinner with them intersting time....it was so good to see them.. then we went to get some yummy ice cream.. and then me and tara went to talk a bit!! i love my big so much.. then we went home.. i did some shopping and came home and went to bed woke up at ten and am about to go to bed soon again!! 2 days til surgery:( holla at me cant wait til tuesday to see miss larua e.. aright holla at your girl

tony im sorry for being a bitch.. dont be mad at me:)

found this kind of fun!

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 00:40:37 GMT

Thirteen random things you like:

1. Chicken taco with just nacho cheese and the chicken
2. i love to sing in the shower
3. stuffed monkeys
4. best friends
5. sport cars
6. bad boys
7. drinking large amounts of liqour
8. making out
9. pickle juice
10. coke products
11. ambercombie models
12. tanning
13. playin in the rain

Twelve movies:

1. I Robot
2. Dirty Dancing
3. spider man
4. Grease
5. never been kissed
6. shes all that
7. Notebook
8. legally blond
9. Top Gun
10. How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
11. American Wedding
12. Troy

Eleven good bands/artists:

1. Dave Matthews
2. fifty cents
3. D12
4. Beyoncee
5. USHER
6. NElly
7. Jay Z
8. Tupac
9. Aguleria
10. Justin Timberlake
11. Tim McGraw

Ten things about you ... physically:

1. brown hair
2. hazel eyes
3. very short hair
4. i wear contacts and glasses
5. a scar on my back
6. big butt
7. little boobs!i wish they were bigger damn it
8. good hearing
9. i have a nose peircings
10. belly button periced

Nine good friends:

1. liz Burdick
2. sarah
3. Jen
4. jackie
5. rachel
6. steph
7. andrea
8. stacey
9. cris

Eight favorite foods/drinks:

liqour
2. chicken
3. pizza
4. milk
5. bread
6. fruit
7. cimminion toast crunch
8. diet coke

Seven things you wear daily:

1. underwear
2. pants
3. t-shirt
4. nose ring
5. earrings
6. bra
7. shoes

Six things that annoy you:

1. girls that think they are the shit
2. snoring
3.boys who dont clal when they promise
4. people who stand you up
5. mean people
6. cigar smoke

Five things you touch everyday:

1. my toothbrush
2. my face
3. my cell phone
4. toilet paper
5. keyboard

Four shows you watch:

1. road rules
2. the OC
3. Real World
4. days of our life

Three celebrities you have a crush on:

1. Tom cruise
2. Brad Pitt
3. Will smith.. he was so hot in I ROBOT

Two people on live journal you have kissed:

1. no one
2. and no one

One person you could spent the rest of your life with:

myself!!

Almost back to cmu for me!

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 04:39:36 GMT

So my week has been pretty fun been seeing a lot of people. I went to church on monday that was intersting because are head pastor left and they are trying to find a new head pastor and well the pastor preaching was not very good. i dont really remember what i did on tuesday but i dont think it was anything fun i think i packed up a bit and finished the littles scrap book! oh yes it is done and so cute!! then on wed i drove out to see tony in lansing. we went a mexican resturant which was really good then we went to the movies but in btw that i got to see the alpha chi house and a few ohter soroities which are fricken huge-- im jealous! then we saw kristen which was nice to see her cause i havent seen her in almost a year .. we caught up for a bit and made some plans to hang out up at school since i have my car back!! then i went to see I robot.. it was a good movie and will smith looked hot pry the hotest ever! then i left and headed home and got ditched by a boy caus he was smoking weed. yah you tell me i can come over then blow me off to smoke! real nice.. so whatever hes on teh shit list no NOT Tony for once! hes on the good list lol. so then i started driving home and it was raining out but not to bad i got towards detroit and it started to hail and i couldnt see shit so i missed my exit and had to turn back around finally got home and passed out. woke up early this morning and went to hard rock cafe!after that i went to the tigers game man was i wasted! i went to the game and kept drinking the tigers lost damn it.. drove home took a three hour nap. the heat and drinkin not good! then rachel called me and told me to met her so i did!we watched her new boy play some ball! he seemed pretty nice. then i came home and did nothing. tomorrow i am pry doin nothing i might go see spider man 2 if eric gets up but will see. saturday i might go to canada depedningon who goes or not and sunday i am goin to novi to met up with some alpha chis!! well i will right pry next week so love you all! 5 days til surgery!!

Drunking night!!

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 03:53:54 GMT

SO my weekend was pretty fun. Friday i was suppose to go to tony's but didnt end up going cause well long story! so i think i sat around my house bored wishing someone would call me. lindsey called me real late and we couldnt go anywhere so i jsut went to bed. my sister called me and kept me up til almost 4 in the morning. then saturday i helped my mom run the yard sale and then i decided to go to toledo to see the twins. i have not seen thm since i moved from ann arbor a year ago. it was s good to see them. i got there only cause erica helped me i got lost in toldeo and was in the gettho.. some lady came up to my car and asked me for money i was like so freaked out. i eneded up getting a good view of the gettho. then i got to jesses house and me and erica went to get some lqour for me cause they just had beer. i think i was the only one sober there lol. then i started drinking... got pretty tispy.. i played some beer pong and yah i suck. these guys we played againsit seriously played every night so they were really good. anyhow. so then iran out of orage juice and had to get some more. but i do not believe in drinking and driving so i walked with some random guy from comblous to the gas station and got some orange juice and finished my vodka up!! i was pretty tanked and so hungery so some dudeds ordered us all pizza. so good!!then i was getting pretty tired so i went and passed out.. i couldnt fall a sleep i dont like to sleeep at other peoples houses so i finally was sober by 9 so i drove home.. didnt get lost whooo and went to bed. about 1230 i got a phone call from tony! i was suppsoe to go to his house but my car isnt running right.. dont get me started nad i was prettty hung over so i decided not to go but i really wanted to. so i just helped my mom around the house and stuff. i went and bought a digtial camera and then came home and ate dinner and sat around the fire with my grandma and mom and started drinking!! then i decided to clean the room. wow sounds fun. i have to finish my room since i wont be able to livfe anything after surgery!!aright well thtthat is it for now..:)

i dont have that kind of money!

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 04:17:35 GMT

so today i got up at like 11.. which is early for me.. and after my horrible night... i wont get into it but i was so bummed. anyhow i spilled pop all over robs computer. okay here is my take on that though... if you have a computer well a lap top and ur not using it where do u leave it? hmm i kepe mine in my room where it is safe!!do you? well rob leaves it in the living room. so whatever i try to clean pop up but hehehe no luck the computer is BROken!! okay, so i kow its part of my fault btu i serioulsy believe that if u lieave shit out like that its doomed to get ruined!! plus if it is 1400 dollars why would u leave it laying around the hosue? well anyways he wants me to pay for it.. but fuck that!! if they dont fix it he has to get a new computer. well about four oclock the car dealer calls and says your car is ready and running.. hopefuly it runs for the rest of the year!! since i paided over 500 dollars to get it fixed this time plust 150 last time anyhow, i came home and the parents were being assholes so id ecided to leave.. i went shopping i went to debs got some more clothes, then i went to wallmart and target,and then i came home.. on the way home i went to burger king and orderd two things.. no joke it took like 15 minutes! she gave me free drink and pie for waiting... i was a little ticked! but anyhow, that is my whole day.. how exiciitng?oh an dim not really a bad typer this computer is just shitty and takes like forever to type!!so i am sorry..

so bored!

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 23:15:59 GMT

so i def hate being home because i drive a peice of shit.. oh did i tell you its goin to cause me 500 to fix it this time.. hmm i paided some other dealer a 150 for what? to make it run for not even a week.. grrr if you dont know shit baout a car then do us a favor and dont fucking try to fixe it.. sorry im a little upset about why i am paying someone else to fix what the other guy said he fixed, rule number too dont drive a forgien car... yah u have to go to the deal and pay big bucks every fucking time because noone else knows how to fix it.. so if you live in a america buy an american car.so yesterday was the most bring day ever... i was suppose to hang out with zac but he didnt have his phone on him it was at his friends zac.. so then he calls me back at 7 and we make plans to hang out... i get about 20 minutes from his house well not really but from my house. and he calls me and says dude ur going to be so pissed but my mom is making me go see my grandma ... which i understand cuase family comes first but duh we made plans. so his mom takes his cell phone from him cause she was mad that he was trying to get out of it to see me. heheh so then he calls me like a hour later and tells me hes so sorry and that his mom took his cell phone.. haha i thought that was so funny! so he said he would call me today.. which he did:) then i came home went and got soem picture frames from meijer and thenw ent to the movie place to rent some movies.. i eneded up buying four movies and renting one. i rented perfect score.. which i shall watch in about a half an hour. so then i get a phone call from lindsey the girl who lives about two streets away from me and ask me to go to tonic. not to sound rude but i dont like to go to the bar with her becuase... she drinks and drives and she always macks on the guys im macking on.. but i was so bored i went cause i got in free... so i dragged rob to go with me so he would drive.. so me and sarah her friend and lindsey all went and got some booze. i got boones farm of course lol! then we drove to the bar.. i got there and ran into someoone i knew we started talkin and i stold all his beer...heheheh whoops! then i started to talk to all his friends and we were just hanging out.. of course my firends tried to mack on him but i did not allow it!! get ur own.. that is my biggest peive if you see ur friend talking to ao guy why do u go up to them and try to get his attention? unless you know the guy and have been crushing on him then get off it! anyhow, so then i was pretty drunk and couldnt drink anymore of my beer so i thought his one friend was 21 so i gave her the beer... but hahha the bouncer came over and told me to give him the beer.. ahhaah my bad! at least he didnt kick me out that would have sucked! so then we left and the drive home was so long cause i had to go to the bath room so bad.. so then i came home and went to sleep.. woke up so so hung over that i had to go back to bed!! then i got the phone call about the car not a good one... blah!! so then i got ready and went out for a bit.. got the stuff to finish my littles book and looked at new beds. i want a bigger bed!:) so that was my fun full day:) i am going back to flordia this wed i thing. i better book the tickets in a few so i can go:) ahhaah aright im out

yah im really bored!

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 05:26:54 GMT

SURVEY
[name:] Rebecca Belle Rietze
[Star sign:] capcroin
[sexual orientation:] i like boys...duh
[how long since last serious relationship:] almost two years ago!
[longest relationship:] 4 months besides nate but we were off and on!!
[ever had a long distance relationship:] yep aaron roggow
[do you have faith in long distance relationships:] nope i dont trust them and tehy dont trust me
[ever been on a blind date:] yes
[ever dated more than one person at a time:] no, not date!!
[ever have "friends with benefits":] yah to manyt times!
[ever cheated:] nope
[ever had your heart broken:] yah a few times
[ever been dumped:] yes twice!!
[number of people slept with:] will keep this one to me!!
[do you kiss on the first date:] Yes well if i like him!! some times no

[what attracts you to a person:] good personality and sense of humor...and good looks too
[physical traits you turn your head for:] eyes
and smile
[ever been in love:] nope
[say I love you even though you didn't mean it:] no that is tstupid!
[average age you get involved with:] well like right now i like someone two years younger then me... so it depends
[have relationships changed you:] nah im me and i dont change for anyone
[have your relationships been worthwhile:] no not really
[where do you normally meet people for dating or relationships:] school...parties...friends...
[would you ever get married:] honestly i doubt this unless i met someone i am fallin for...
[key to a successful relationship:] trust, love, and faith, being honest

DESCRIBE YOUR:
Wallet? blackk but i seem to not put my credit cards in it
Hairbrush? pink!
Toothbrush? whice and green
Jewelry worn daily? axo neckalce!
Pillow cover? q whie and one green
Blanket? a small cloud one cause its hot here
Coffee cup? central one my mom just got it for me
Sunglasses? pink with diamonds on it
Underwear? changes day to day...lol...i have all different kinds i like the thongs though!
Favorite shirt? hmm that is a hard one!
Cologne/Perfume? Abercrombie
Tattoos? soon...hopefully
Piercings? ears and belly button and nose
What you are wearing now? shorts and a tank top

In my mouth? teeth and stuff i just brushed them!
In my head? ha ha ha....not brains!
Wishing? about meeting mr right
What are you doing after this? i think goin to bed im bored as hell

Person you wish you could see right now? xac

Is next to you? my phone, flipper and he house phone
Some of your favorite movies? never been kissed, shes all that , save the last dance mostly chick flicks
Something you're looking forwdrd to in the upcoming month? a week off work! goin back to flordia in a week
The last thing you ate? pizza
Something that you are deathly afraid of? spider sand relationships
Do you like candles? yeah i lvoe them
Do you like incense? sno
Do you like the taste of blood? uh, no
Do you believe in love? yes
Do you believe in soul mates? yes
Do you believe in love at first sight? ayh
Do you believe in Heaven? yes
Do you believe in God? yes
What do you want done with your body when you die? not sure yet

What is the latest you've ever stayed up? all night...duh im in college we pull all nighters!
Can you eat with chopsticks? hell yah
What's your favorite coin? i dont like gcoins i like dollar bills!
What are some of your favorite candies? candy corn, and gummy bears!
What's something that you wish people would understand? i think that they would understand me better?
What's something you wish you could understand better? what to do with my future

HAVE YOU EVER...
Kissed someone: Yes
Killed someone: don't think so but i have had thhought to kill people... but there nto worth jail time !
Smoked:yes
Gotten Drunk:yes to much
Talked on the phone for over 3 hours: Yes i tlak to sarah for hours
Left the country: yep
Taken nude pictures: no
Stolen something: yup
Caught something on fire: D2 is not not on fire
Wanted to cheat on someone:no i think cheating is stupid
Asked someone out: Yes
Dumped someone: no
Had a dream, then the next day it happens:yes i dreamed about cow boy boots then teh enxt day iwent to the store and there were cow boy boots random!!
LAST PERSON...
You Touched: that is a werid question.. but nobody
You Talked to in person: my mom and da
You hugged/kissed: i hugged my nephew last person i kissed was the stae boy
Had sex with: a guy that lived on the secon floor of my hall!! its ben a while
You Instant messaged: i think my big!!
Who broke your heart: he knows who he is!!

ARE YOU..
Interesting: i like to think so
Smart: occasionally
Moody: yes yes yes
Difficult to date: yah i would say so
Bored Easily: es im always bored

Controlling: yes
Sad: sometimes
Happy: a lot lately
Trusting: depends of who...
Talkative: VERY
Ignored: not usually
Reliable: Yes
Lonely: sometimes

HAVE YOU EVER
-Bungee jumped?: no
-Gotten a tattoo?: not yet
-Sky dived?: no, but want too
-Skinny dipped?: I HAVEN'T
-Gotten your tongue stuck to a cold pole?: No that is like a movie kind of thing

-Had pop rocks and coke together?: no that is nasty!
-Played truth or dare?: Yes hahah
-Kissed for more than 10 minutes at one time?: Yes
-Puked on someone you really liked?: No
-Mixed sodas together?: uh huh when i was liitle
-Had sushi?: no
-Had dejavu?: Yes
-Hung up on someone?: Yes even though i think its so rude to hang up on people
-Used all cuss words in a sentence?: yup
-Cried during a movie: hahaha yup note book
-Swallowed gum?: yes
-Eaten glue?: no that is gross
-Slept for more than 15 hrs?: maybe

i might go back to flordia

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 04:39:10 GMT

okay so i get back from flordia and realize my life sucks becuase i dont work anymore i dont get to see anyone cause i have no car becuase its always breaking down so i decide fuck this im goin back to flordia na staying there for a fricken week. hell its better there and i hate michigan so much. and i want to be all tan bsince i wont be able to tan oafter the surgery. so i think im goin to lveave on teh 16th and come back the 22nd hahehe im so pumped. so day my day was pretty boring tony came over for a bout 20 minutes then his parents called him and told him they wanted to go and eat and head home so he left, then he called me to come to a party at his house but hello tony no car??? haha i know sounds fun. i went shopping but that has become a daily job for me.. cause its my dream job. i sat around the hsouse went tanning and got my hair cut.. nothing to fun just got it trimmed. then i decided i was so bored that i need a nap that turned into a long nap and woke up and went to eat. the lady wwas so sutpid and it was the worse service ever my mom was so pissed she almost got in a fist fight with the manger so we ad to leave... hehe it was great. the pizza delivery eomrn cut me off and told me it was my fault are u kiding me u were in the wrong lane idot! so that was intersting. now im sitting at home so bored why everyone is out partying damn it i wish i had my car!!but at least ill be goin back to flordia whooo..:) hit up the celly if you need me!!

i guess im a bit bored!

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 02:45:10 GMT

::: PAST :::
[ 1 ] First grade teacher's name: I DONT REALLY KNOW!that is to far away!!
[ 2 ] Last word you said:pay check!
[ 3 ] Last song you sang: clay aktons!! i like him
[ 4 ] Last person you hugged: my nephew before i left!
[ 5 ] Last thing you laughed: me and ashelys phone conversation

[ 6 ] Last time you said I don't fucking remember: pry today tony says i have a potty mouth!

o[ 7 ] Last time you cried: Ummm... 4 days agi when i left trevor and athhony!
[ 8 ] What's in your CD player: One of my summer mixes
[ 9 ] What color socks are you wearing: None its summer no need for socks
[ 10 ] What's under your bed: A bunch of junk, and dust

[ 11 ] What time did you wake up today: i got woken up at 1230 by tony!!

[ 12 ] Current taste: peanut buttter
[ 13 ] Current hair: brown short!!
[ 14 ] Current clothes: black tank top and a green skirt
[ 15 ] Current annoyance: my mom bieing mad i got my nose periced
[ 16 ] Current longing: Shopping, sleep, going back to school,
[ 17 ] Current desktop picture:jen and i at a phi sigma phi party!
[ 18 ] Current worry: Need to make more money hahah and get a job up at school

[ 19 ] Current hate: Ummm... nothing right now :)

[ 20 ] Current favorite article of clothing: my enitre new wardrobe:)
[ 21 ] Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: Smile , voice!
[ 22 ] Last CD that you listened to: My summer mix CD
[ 23 ] Favorite place to be: Outside or with my friends and flordia
[ 24 ] Least favorite place: Work, home

[ 25 ] Time you wake up in the morning: Depends on the day... pry like 12 haha im lazy
[ 26 ] If you could play an instrument,what would it be: nothing i hate that stuff!
[ 27 ] Favorite color: Lately it's been pink
[ 28 ] Do you believe in an afterlife: Yes
[ 29 ] How tall are you: 5'6
[ 30 ] Current favorite word/saying: good story, get off it, go kill yourslelf to tony, whatever

[ 31 ] Favorite book: i really dont have one!!

[ 32 ] Favorite season: Summer
[ 33 ] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: my great grandpa i never got to say bye to him:(

[ 34 ] Favorite day: Saturday

:::FUTURE:::
[ 35 ] Where do you want to go: BACK TO SCOTLAND

[ 36 ] What is your career going to be like: i really dont know i plan on working for the govermnet when ig et out of school then will see what my dgree takes me

[ 37 ] How many kids do you want: none i dont want kids!

[ 38 ] What kind of car will you have: i want a sporty car!

:::HAVE YOU EVER.. . :::
[Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: Uh no

[ Been to New York?: No

[ Been to Florida?: Yes every year!!

[ San Diego, Cali?: No

[Hawaii?: No
[ Mexico?: No

[ Wanted to be the opposite sex: No

[ Had an imaginary friend?: Nope

:::RANDOM:::

[ Do you have a crush on someone?: yup two boys!
[ What book are you reading now?: Nothing
[ Worst feeling in the world: Feeling completely alone, even though your friends are there...
[ What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: I want to keep sleeping
[ How many rings before you answer?: epends on who it is some right away ohters i wait a while !!
[ Future daughter's name: i dont plan on having kids os none
[ Future son's name: Not sure
[ Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: yup a monkey!!
[ If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?: to shop all day long and get paid for it

[ Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?: righty!!

[ College plans: Finishing school at Central, then working on getting my masters!

[ Piercings:] Two in each ear, belly button and nose!!

:::THE EXTRA STUFF:::
[ Do you do drugs?: heheheh
[ Do you drink: Yes

[ Who is your best friend?: i have a lof of good firends!! to many to name
[ What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: just depends

[ What are you most scared of?: relationships and spiders

[ What clothes do you sleep in?: shorts and a t-shirt
[ Who is the last person that called you?: laura
[ Where do you want to get married?: in a church in the sun Somewhere nice, in a church[ If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?: nothing at all i like me for me!!

[ Favorite number: 24

[Ever been in love: no

[ Are You Timely Or Always Late: always late i try to be on time never happens

[ Do You Like Being Around People: Yes ugh sometimes i want to be alone tho

[ Best feeling in the world: i really dont have one right now
[ Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: the amber combie looking guy and the asshole i guys
[ Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: yup... you know who you are

[ Are You Lonely Right Now: Nope

[ Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married:yup
[ Do You Want To Get Married: as of right now no
[ Do You Want Kids: no
:::IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...:::
[ Cried: Nope
[ Bought Something: hell yah i shop every day !!
[ Gotten Sick: No for once im not getting sick
[ Sang: Yes today on the phone lol
[ Said I Love You: Yep :) to my nephew
[ Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: nope
[ Met Someone New: nope not recently same old people
[ Moved On: yup im trying too
[ Talked To Someone: Yes
[ Had A Serious Talk: Yes
[ Missed Someone: Yes... i miss everyone from cmu
[ Hugged Someone: no
[ Kissed Someone: no
[ Fought With Your Parents: yah about my nose ring lol
[ Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: No
[ Had a lot of sleep: yup
ANOTHER QUIZ...
What band/song.....
Reminds you of an ex-lover: i dont really have one
Reminds you of an ex-friend: i dont want you back from emaon
Makes you cry: Hmmm... nah not really

Makes you laugh: not really

Makes you smile: Lots of songs...
You never want to hear again: none
Sums up your teenage years: All the music I've listened to...
You like to wake up to: Something upbeat that I can sing to
You like out of your parents record collection: nothign they listen to shit!
You love that you wouldn't know about if it wasn't for a friend: Country music
Reminds you of your first crush: Nothing
Reminds you of your now crush\love: hmm cant think of anything Makes you think of sex: thats a good question let me thing about it Makes you think of being alone: I don't know...
Are you embarrassed to admit you like: Disney songs... LOL
You love to sing to: any song in the shower
[Four beverages you drink frequently]
1. Diet Coke... especially if it's in a can

2. Water

3. Any other diet pop
4. And alcohol if I'm at school or at home
[Four TV shows you liked when you were a little kid]
1. save by the bell
2. My Little Ponies
3.some barbie show
4. Rainbow Brite
[Four places to go in your area]
1. AMC 30
2. Friend's house
3. bath and body works
4. The Mall

[Four things to do when you're bored]

1. Computer
2. Lay outside if it's nice
3. Drive around and hang out with friends
4. Watch TV
[Four things that never fail to cheer you up]
1. ice cream
2. My girls
3. Shopping
4. Naps
[Four things you can't live without]
1. money
2. Friends
3. Internet and music
4. My car

[About ten years ago *list three things*]

1. I wanted to date brianew kids on teh block
2. I had these huge glasses that everyone made fun off
3. I wanted to be a eye docotr
[About four years ago *list three things*]
1. I had my first kiss...at age 18!!

2. i had a car that ran good the breeze!!should have kept that

3. i had my first serious relationship

[Today...]
1. tony came over, i went tanning got the hair cut and went shopping
2. Bought a SUPER CUTE shower curtain for my sister
3. had a funny conv with tony about eating taco bell
[Seven things you love]
1. money
2. clothes
3. Family and friends
4. Music
5. Shopping
6. Sleep
7. Food
[Seven things you dislike]
1. Girls who think they are them every other girl
2. being ingored
3. being hung up on
4. Bad moods
5. Not being at Central
6. Boredom
7. Being broke
[Seven facts about you]
1. i have two years of school left then im done!

2. i am trying to get neater i am always on the go so my room is a bit messy!

3. I like to write
4. i love to talk! somestimes i talk to much
5. I hate being told what to do
6. I love to party and have a good time
7. i love chick flicks!!

current mood: bored i hate bting home
current music: gangsta a girl

fun quiz

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 22:18:49 GMT

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
who are your best friends?: sara,rachel,liz,stephanie
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: No
do you have a crush?: yup they know who they are!!

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
where is your favorite place to shop?: Debs,Amerinca eagle,ambercombie,rue 21khaol
any tattoos or piercings?: my ears two holes on each side, my nose, and my belly button
what do you want pierced or tattooed?: i want a tattoo across my back to cover my scars

s p e c i f i c s
do you do drugs?: No of course not
what kind of shampoo do you use?: whatever is cheap
what are you most scared of?: spiders!!and relationships
what are you listening to right now?: rap and r and b
who is the last person that called you?: Ashely i missed her !!!
where do you want to get married?: I dunno i dont think i do unless i fall in love with somene worth marrying!
how many buddies are online right now?:i dont count but pry like 70 or soemthing
what cant you live without?:my cell phone!!! and my computer
f a v o r i t e s
color: Pink
food: chicken drink: coke
drink [alcoholic]: Anything fruity
subjects in school: english
sports: football and baskeltball
tv: Real World,the oc, road rules,
movie:Save the last dance
music: rap and r and b
vacation spot: FL, anyhwere sunny
city: Orlando, daytona
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
smoked?: No of course not :)
drank?: every day
bungee jumped?: No i want to though
made yourself throw up?: No
skinny dipped?: No i think it would befun
been in love? nope
made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Of Course
pictured your crush naked?: YES
actually seen your crush naked?: accutally one of htem but not hte other!!
cried when someone died?: yes
lied: yup
fallen for your best friend?: Tyah i dated one of them beofre
been rejected?: yea
rejected someone?: yea
done something you regret?: Yup and I've regretted it everyday
gotten a traffic/speeding ticket: yup one!

c u r r e n t
clothes: all the new clothes in my closet!!
music: I really want to get to know you by fifty cnets
smell: peach, villiana
favorite artist: to many to list!
favorite group: Also have no idea.
desktop picture: me and jenna at the phi simga phi house!
cd in player: a burnt one
dvd in player: a love and war movie!
food: taco bell!
drink: mountain dew
crush: i cant tell but they know who they are!!

l a s t | p e r s o n
you called: ashely!
you hugged: my nephew beofre i left!
you imed: thersa
you kissed: the state boy!!!
you yelled at: TOny!!

Random

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 04:30:24 GMT

( ) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK- am i have sober?
( ) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT-whats pot??
( ) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
( ) I NEVER HAVE BEEN TO JAPAN -- hell yah i was born here
( ) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
( ) I NEVER HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
( ) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED
( ) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED- that is where i got all my clothes last year!
( ) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED
( ) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
( ) I HAVE NEVER LOST A FIST FIGHT
( ) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME
( ) I NEVER SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(X) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(X) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF --that is gross!!!
(X) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX-- that is just wrong!!
(X) I NEVER WAS ARRESTED
( ) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER-- all the time
( ) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(X) I NEVER CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE
( ) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE
( ) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(X) I NEVER CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS
() I NEVER BEEN TO EUROPE--lived there for 3 years!!
( ) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL
(X) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(X) IVE NEVER CUT MYSELF ON PURPOSE
(X) IVE NEVER BEEN MARRIED
(X) IVE NEVER BEEN DIVORCED
(X) IVE NEVER HAD CHILDREN
( ) I'VE NEVER GOTTEN A SPEEDING TICKET
(X) I NEVER HAVE THROWN UP IN A BAR-- girls that do that shit make me so mad!!
(X) I NEVER HAVE PURPOSELY SET A PART OF MYSELF ON FIRE
(X) I HAVE NEVER WATCHED A JOAN CRAWFORD MOVIE WHILE ON MUSHROOMS
(X) I HAVE NEVER BEEN SKINNY DIPPING
() I HAVE NEVER HOOKED UP WITH 2 OR MORE PEOPLE IN A 12 HOUR PERIOD- Nikkie brother fucker!!
( ) I HAVE NEVER GIVEN OR RECEIVED ORAL SEX
( ) I HAVE NEVER TRIPLE KISSED
( ) I HAVE NEVER DANCED IN FRONT OF PEOPLE IN MY UNDERWEAR
( ) I HAVE NEVER FLASHED PEOPLE
(X) I HAVE NEVER CHEATED ON ANYBODY
( ) I HAVE NEVER SPOONED WITH A GUY.
(X) I HAVE NEVER BEEN TO HAWAII
( ) I HAVE NEVER BOUGHT FLOWERS FOR SOMEONE ELSE
( ) I HAVE NEVER GOTTEN LOST
( ) I HAVE NEVER HAD TO CHANGE A TIRE ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD-- hah drunk times at cp!!
(X) I HAVE NEVER BEEN STOOD UP -- yes terry stood me up prom senior year!!!
(X) I NEVER LEGALLY PURCHASED PORNOGRAPHY
( ) I NEVER DID ANYTHING ILLEGAL

shopping is my fav thing to do!!

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 02:50:19 GMT

haha i love my life, i woke up at ten today and took my car ot the madza dealer. yup it broke down again! well when i got to the place to get my car it wouldnt start becuase the retards left it open and the hood up all ngiht. assholes! but then i took it to madaza and then say they wouldnt be able to fix it for a while. so i couldnt go to ohio, i mean the parents said i could take there car but my luck id fuck that up too. so then i went back to bed til about 130 got up showered and went to the base decided to get soem clothes and stuff for the apartment. then i drove to wallmart and got some movies and a few tank tops to wear under my sweaters then i decided to go tanning.. since its so cold here and we cant go lay out. then i decided to go to khols and spend more money. i came home about 630 ate some pizza and then cleaned the room... it need it. talked to my siss and my nephew hes so damn cute!! then i decided to clean some more then sarah came over and hung out for a bit we sshowed are new outfits to each other!!and just chatted. then she left i took a shower nad now im goin to scarp book.. my littles book is almost done:) then im off to bed i think tony is comming over for a bit tomorrow. his sis just moved by me so hes goin to help her move in and might stop by. like i metioned zac is ocoming on sundayy:) aright talk to you later!!i get to drive zac stang on sunday im so pumed!!and i noticed that sarah is the only one who comments in my journal?? i mean i love her and im glad she responds but come on now dont you love me??

i love my life!

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 04:32:27 GMT

Oh man for once i think i am on e of the happeist girls ever. all i ever wanted in life was to have real friends once i could trust and cry to and just be myself around and in the last two years i have met so many people that i am so blessed to have. when i was at concordia i felt everyone was so fake and so you had to be a christain or you wnere accepted. then i left and worked at cedar point and saw a whole differnt world . i admitt it i was niave and trusted everyone and anyone. i still tlak to so many people from cedar point but this last year has really showed me what real friends i have. this summer gave me a good chance to think about life. i realized how important my friend are to me. i have been thrtough so much this year from having back surgery, to pink eye ( 15 minutes of fame do not tease me about this and scare the new memebers ever again) a head injury caused my lindsey, two deaths of family members in two weeks, and most of all i was always sick. living wiht the pysco paths for a few months was the worst. thank god i had the support from my issters who allowed me to stay with them or hang out with me so i wasnt alone. Not only that but i a m blessed that i got such wonderful roomates second semesters samee and jen u were always so sweet and caring to me no matter what time or day it was. you were always there to rlisten to me about my drama. which usually meant tony!! nothing agianist you tony but we had a roller coaster for the last six months and im glad were working things out to the best we can. but back to the point i miss everyone from central , espically sarah ( even though i see her in the summer)jen, all my boys, rachel of course she was attached to my hip, fifteen minutes of fame- let me just say that you girls are the best friends a person could have. you have all been there for me through everything. when i wanted to quit you cried and made me feel so loved! when i was having surgery you called me and sent me cards, when i was having boy toub es u were there for me and made sure i was okay!! when i was drunk u made sure i didnt go crazy.... i love you all so much and i love alpah chi so much... you all are so awesome and amazing. big i am so glad we are getting closer and working things out. i know i fucked up and im glad we can move one:) i lvoe you biggie!! and brooklynn i am glad we worked things out andfixed things out. get ready to party hardy with me:) anyhow, i just wanted to thank all my friends for everything you have done for me you have really showed me the true me and true friends. i love you all for it!!and if i have uspset you or hurt any of you during htis year i sorry and hope we can one day be friends again!!

I love you all and cant wait til schools starts cause i miss you and love my new roomates!!

TOday my car broke down... yah agagian i drive a piece of shit !!!the sad part is its really not a bad car....and i saw dodge ball tonight what a dumb movie. and zac is comming to see me on sunday i am so excited. well tomorrow i am goin to ohio to see the roomates!! yah.... just 4 weeks till move in:)

I hate michigan

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 01:33:45 GMT

well i am back from flordia. it was seriously the best week of my life. First i got stuck at a airport for almost four hours cause my sisters car broke down. then wehen she finally got there it was most five at night.. yah my plane got in at 10 am. so i had to take a damn 17.00 tax to my hotel. well we decided to go to old town its one of our fav things to do. we went shopping and played some games. then decided to go home and swim. that was so fun tervor kept jumpin in the water being all silly. and anthony accutally liked the water which was a good cause he usally doesnt like it. then we decided we better go to bedd cause we were goin to get up early and go to wet and wild.. haha but there was a little problem with that because we tried to get some free tickets but long story and we didnt get free tickets. so then after that we went to the water park. we got there and it was raining. but they didnt shut the stuff down. i know random. so i played in the water park with rain. then after a hour or maybe two of the wave pool trevor didnt want to leave that . i went siwming with real fish and sharks. yah that was fricken scary. my sister said i was goin so fast she couldnt get the picture. you would be too. well the park closed and we left. my grandma came to see me and my sis and we took her out to arabain nights the cool part was it was freeiwine and beer all night.. so yup i was tanked in front of my grandma after the night ended we went to bed. we got up early and headed to jennys house but stopped in daytona. it was so hot there and we layed out and went shopping. she talked me into gettinmy nose periced and yup i did it. almost got a tatoo but decided to wait. so then we went ot her house and we went shopping. the next day i made her take me to the beach again. and of course she hated that cause i got her so red!! but the boys loved it.. then we went to st agustine for fire works. got to sit right on the water. it was so pretty and neat... the next day we didn got up and went to teh beach again... and shopping hey i love to shop. we went to the pool one day... but then it was time for me to go home. i didnt want to leave. i love it down there and hate it here. trevor didnt want me to livea either. so he thoguth it would be funny if mom had all my luggage and he would run down the the stairs so becky had to chase him and make her miss her flight?? clever but i didnt miss my flight. and i was very sad to leave the boys. i had a great time and wish i was still there. so before i lefot i had a good night with tony. he drove two hours to come watch a movie with me. i know what wt was he thinking. hahah but it was nice to hang out iwth him and not gight. so there is a boy in my life right now.... and i am goin to see him on the 13th!! we will see what happens... well i better get goin. back surgery is on the 26th!! keep me in your prayers. sarah, did you get my post card?? i missed you too and icant wait till u bring me ice cream:)

Here comes the sunshine!

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 12:53:14 GMT

So tomorrow i leave to florida... i can not wait to go...i wish i could just pack all my stuff up and move down there. i cant wait to graduate so i can live down there. so yesterdsay i had a good talk with tony and realzied how lazy i really was. i started tellin him how i dont know how to cook more then the basic foods and that i was goin to get a meal plan up at school. haha and he goes that is gay ur 21 years old learn how to cook. i just dont know how to because dinner has always been on the table for me when my parents came home from work dinner was made. so i guess i better learn how to start cooking. then we started talkin about how i didnt get a real job this summer and worked shifts that were little and hes like duh get a real job. he told me that i need to find a job where i just sat down answering the phone all day. but my dream job would be to go shopping all day long. how cool would it be to get paid to shop?? anyhow, the more we talked when i got of the phone i realized how i better start saving for a apartment because before i know it i'll be graduating and dont want to move home... it sucks here. then it came to my attention and my parents attention that there was no way in hell i could live in a house. i hate cleaning, cooking, gardening,and mowing the lawn. so my dad said you better marry a rich nerd so yoiu can get mades cause ur goin to need a few. hahhahah so then it made me think. I know that is hard for me to do. and i decided that i was going to move in a condo for these reasons 1. i wont have a big mess to clean up, 2. i wont have to mow or graden the lawn, and 3. they ahve swimming pool. but back to the whole garden thing so my mom made me garden with her last night- i know surprise i accutally worked .. and it was so gross all these pintcher bugs wer in her dirt and i was like so grossed out. i had night mares about them. yaha yah i know lame. so anyhow, i just got back from the doctors. tha was fun not!!and then i have to go back at 4 to talk aobut the back surgery:(but its all good. so sarah , me and my brother are goin to the movies tonight to see notebook we were goin to go to tiki bobs but ten dollars to get in? we said we would wait.. i asked tony to come up to go so will see if he drives out to see me.:)

So lately i have been really happy with my life and i am starting to realize how great of a life i have. I have such awesome friends, school is goin great, alpha chi is goin great, and the only thing that is missing in my perfect life is a man. but like i told sarah i know he will come soon:) i know i still have feelings for someone that i do not think will ever go away and maybe that is why i havent found a man not that im lookin but i guess people assume i am single because of the way i act about the someone i still like. oh well i know i need to get over him but like i told sarah i cant! its like he controls me and it totally sucks. hes always in my head and i just dont get why??grr.... stupid boys but i guess the time is just not right. well i better get goin i n still have to finsh packing and run som earns. holla at your girl!

1 day til flordia i leave tomorrow at 6 am:)

Summa time!

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 22:20:29 GMT

Well, since everyone has these now in i decided to make one. Summer is goin good. I worked for a month at bath and body works.It was cool but since im having surgery in two weeks i had to be done working. :( yup that is right when i get back from vacation i am getting my windsom theeth pulled then gettin some more surgery on the back. i know poor me.Anyhow, this wed i leave to flordia. i am way excited cause its so nice there and i am goin to my two favorite beaches... daytona and st. petersburg. we are also taking my nephews to sea world and the water park at disney...so that will be very exiciting. Hopefully i will get a good tan!!!for fourth of july we are goin to a beach with my sister and some of her fiends. then were heading out to watch the fire works and get are drink on. Then when i come back to michigan me and he roomies are goin to ohio to hang out... we are goin to get wasted and have a good time..i love my roomies:) then i plan on making a trip to cedar point this summer. But who knows if i will make it. August sixth is the move in day.. very exicted to move back up to mt pleasant.... its goin ot kiss ass this year.I have been doin nothing but shopping!!! like crazy..sarah knows what i have been doing. lol me and her make each other broke. we both dscovered we have spent al lot of money and saved none. but hey we got to look cute right? i am so excited to see my alpha chis i miss you all:)) well i will update this when i get back from flordia.. I leave in two days:)